Saturday, 26 May 2012

Its been a long time.

Hello, its been a long time since i posted here ^^ but i've been busy with school lately. So yeah. But it's the school holidays now ! Means, no more waking up for school early, for now. But, sadly i still have homework ):

Friday, 10 February 2012

Maybe

You know sometimes, I feel like I'm not the best girlfriend ? It's like I cause you so much pain and worry. I act like I'm not proud of being your girlfriend. But actually am really proud to be in love with a guy like you. I don't really care about your past anymore. What past is past. I don't care what people say anymore about you. All I know is that I love you and that will never change. I forgive you for what you did, even the biggest mistake you done, because I love you so much, and you mean so much to me. I would never be stupid enough to break up with you. All those things I said, no matter what, I will always love you.

Monday, 30 January 2012

Grandmother again

She really pushed it this time.
She on the light once more. When i was trying to sleep again. This time, i bang my feet urh. She go shout at me " What do you want ?! " then she go bang books and all that. Like she fucking big like that. Oh, so when you were sent from god means you fucking big urh ? Pffft, my ass lah -'- since a person like you is sent from god ? You're already committing sloth and you still want brag about you being god messenger ? Bitch. K, anyways. She bang her bang there like one dog like that. I really had it with her. I shouted to " I'm sleeping, kah ni na, na bui, chow chi bai fuck " Then she shout shout. And finally, i said " Use your light ! " She said " I don't know what you are talking " I said it louder, " USE YOUR LIGHT ! " still don't understand -'- Fuck you larh. No wonder my aunts, my sister, my dad and everyone else CANNOT stand you fuck face. And finally, she said I don't know what you are talking. I screamed at the top of my lungs " USE YOUR LIGHT ! " actually, i never used that tone and volume on anybody. First time i did that.  She really pushed me to my limits. And i mean to my highest limits. And i swear, when i was going towards her, i almost punched her. But i didn't. But, i HELPED her on her fucking lamp to " WORK " she works urh ? Misson ? Fuck you, mission to what ? Satan urh ? ChiBai kah Ni Nah. And then after that she kept quiet.
Fuck you -'-

Sunday, 29 January 2012

Fucking Grandmother.

Well, if you say i should respect my grandmother. You're fucking wrong.
So what's she's old ? So big meh ? Anyways. She's really pushing me to just scream at her. You know why ?
- She's wasting electricity. She on the fan. But does not use it.
- She say wash my dishes. But, her ? She lives the used pots on the sink/stove.
- She turns on the light when i'm TRYING to sleep.
- She thinks she has power because she was ' sent from god ' and she can vandalise people's stuff.
- She NEVER clean her part of them room -.-
- One time, my boyfriend picked me up outside my place. And she saw. She slam door, shout here and there. And it's in the MORNING. And you know what i did to her ? Slam the fucking door hard to her face.
- She think's my stepmother is a ' Demon ' and she vandlize her shelf and all that. Write notes about god destroying her and all that. While i think she's the demon.
- She's does not do anything at home. She just sit by her bed, do nothing. While she can boss people around.
- Oh, she said she's a english teacher. But you know how she speak english ? " What time did you come ? "
logic much ? I don't think she went to school -.-
- She compared me to the children in the philipnes. So what ? I'm not them. I don't know them. And, IM NOT THEM -.-
- She pees on the kitchen floor and does not clean it up -.-
- She thinks she's god VIP -.- everything also brag -.-
- When i go of early, like 4-5 in the morning. I told her not to wake my dad up, i even give hand signal. She still woke him up. I mean, for what ? She fucking what sia.
i wish she can die faster. I mean like, she's very very troublesome. And alot of people will be better if she just die. So do you think i should respect her ?
Fuck You very much
xx

Tuesday, 24 January 2012

My Dream Bedroom !

Okay so i never had my own bedroom. I've shared the room with my parents, my sister adn now, my irritating grandmother. I've ALWAYS wanted my own room. I mean like i don't have a sense of privacy. And the reason why my place is always messy is because, i'm given too little space. Okay so the must haves in my bedroom ;
#Computer
#Study Table
#Lamp
#Bed
#Shelves
#Wardrobe.
#Fan
#Aircon
#Tv
Whao, i like the TV and stuff, but the bed is not my type.

This one is not bad. But, is a little to orangey and the bed is too small for me ):

Whoa, nice. Don't you think ?

I also don't mind this, but i don't want it in pink

i like this.

OMG, this one is awesome

Monday, 23 January 2012

what i do when i'm bored




No Regrets

hear me ouutt
this is my kings speech, im no where near the end,
if i s-s-s-start a sorry i aint heaven sent, i messed my life up, and yeah ive been down im a changed man now Chris Brown, you know i feel your pain, coz i done been through it,
im Kurt Cobain, but i just couldn't do it, no point in turning back, just to hit rewind, back to the future, ma marty mcfly Inside theres a fire, coz im no longer looking at a reflection that i admire, i paint a picture of a fighter, but as im looking back at me since im a liar if i should die before i wake, the least that i could ever say,i made mistakes but held on to my faitthh, Cause when i look in a mirror i don't even recognize My Self, got the heart of a winner,but looking back at me is someone else.No Regrets (x2),No point in crying over yesterday eh No Regrets (x2) cause we ain't even seen the best of days! oo-oh-oo-oh-oo-ohhh Na Na Na Na Na
oo-oh-oo-oh-oo-ohhh second verse: this is my last chance, im on my final straw,i came so close to b b breaking like a spinal cord, i came from nothing, some kid in camden, now im flier than the birds richard branson I'm a Prince and yes I will get the crown, Kate stays in my dungeon when her sister's round, so please forgive me, if i make mistakes,
but il blow the bloody doors off michael caine if i should die before i wake, the least that i could ever say, i made mistakes but held on to my faitthh, Cause when i look in a mirror i don't even recognize My Self, got the heart of a winner,
but looking back at me is someone else. No Regrets (x2),No point in crying over yesterday
eh No Regrets (x2) cause we ain't even seen the best of days! im freeeeee to be whatever i, coz im famous call me gallager coz im so shameless, the papers saw the pages like the cost of my failures, victimised by the public dont know if i cant take this, so i sing,so when you feel like theres no more, nothing left but the life youve broken, no regrets no turning back,  pick up yourself and tell em im just being me! Cause when i look in a mirror i don't even recognize My Self, got the heart of a winner, but looking back at me is someone else. No Regrets (x2), No point in crying over yesterday eh No Regrets (x2) NO REGRETTTSSSSS Cause when i look in a mirror i don't even recognize My Self, got the heart of a winner, but looking back at me is someone else. No Regrets (x2), No point in crying over yesterday eh No Regrets (x2)
cause we ain't even seen the best of days!

Would you still love me ?

Would you still love me if i was the ugliest girl in the whole school ? Would you still love me if i was very fat ? Would you still love me if i was homeless ? Would you still love me if i was a beggar ? Would still love me if i was a baddass criminal ? Would you still love me if i killed someone ? Would you still love me if i was an orphan ? Would you still love me if i was deformed ? Would you still love me if i had no limbs ? Would you still love me if i was a bitch ? Would you still love me if i wasn't always there for you ? Would you still love me if i have to go to another country and stay there for good ? Would you still love me if i'm a humiliation to love ?




I hope you do.

No Regrets


He's actual name is Costadinos Contostavlos. But his stage name is Dappy. Imagine having that name for your stage name. Hahaha. He was born on 11 June 1987. I look up to him because he was like a very bad person last time. And now, he want's to change. How i know well it says "i messed my life up, and yeah ive been down
im a changed man now Chris Brown," He wants to change. He's like enimen. He wants to change. And i look up to that. 

Sunday, 22 January 2012

Trying this again (:

NAME:  Christina Reyes
AGE :  13.5
BIRTHDAY: 010798
PRESENT ADDRESS: Obviously Somewhere in SG
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage =  Water
2. last phone call =  Devon<3l
3. last text message =  Devon
4. last song you listened to =  No regrets- Dappy
5. last time you cried = Yesterday :) 
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice =  Yes
7. been cheated on = Yes
8. kissed someone & regretted it = Yes
9. lost someone special =  Yes
10. been depressed = Yes
11. been drunk and threw up = Almost. LOL.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12.  Red 
13.  Blue
14.  Hot Pink

LAST YEAR (2011), HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend =  Obviously !
16. Fallen out of love =  Yes
17. Laughed until you cried = Yes.
18. Met someone who changed you = Yeah
19. Found out who your true friends were = Yeah
20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yea.  
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list =  Yeah

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life =  Er most of them
24. Do you have any pets =  No
25. Do you want to change your name =  Nah
26. What did you do for your last birthday =  Celebrate with friends
27. What time did you wake up today = 9:40am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night =  Watching TV
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for =  Clubbing ! c:
30. Last time you saw your Mother = She Died...
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = My Attitude
32. What are you listening to right now = No regrets
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = Nope
34. What's getting on your nerves right now =  Streaming ?
37. Nickname =  Screw
38. Relationship Status =  Married (;
39. Zodiac sign =  Cancer
40. He or She =  She.
41. Primary School =  Tanjong Katong Pri
42. Secondary School =  Bendemeer Secondary School .
43. Polytechnic = ......
44. Hair color =  Dark Brown
45. Long or short =  Long
46. Height =  160++
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Nope
48. What do you like about yourself? = idk leh
49. Piercings =  My Ear .
50. Tattoos = No
51. Righty or lefty= Righty .

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery= Never had it .
53. First piercing = 6/7
54. First best friend =  Uma Pandey
55. First sport you joined =  Netball??
56. First vacation = To PHL!!!
58. First pair of trainers = OH~ this year...for cross country :)

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating =  nth
60. Drinking =  My Salivia
61. I'm about to = Reply messages
62. Listening to = No regrets
63. Waiting for = Him to reply -_-

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids? = Yeap
65. Get Married? = Of Course
66. Career? =  Arts

WHICH IS BETTER (IDEAL PARTNER) :
67. Lips or eyes =  Both
68. Hugs or kisses= More of Kisses
69. Shorter or taller = Taller .
70. Older or Younger = Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Both .
72. Nice stomach or nice arms =  Both?
73. Sensitive or loud = None .
 74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship 
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Trouble Maker :D

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger =  Yes
77. Drank hard liquor = Yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts = Nope
79. Sex on first date = Too Young :)
80. Broke someone's heart =  Yeap
81. Had your own heart broken = Yeap
82. Been arrested =   Almst?
83. Turned someone down = Yeap.
85. Fallen for a friend = Yeap

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = Maybe~
87. Miracles = Yeap
88. Love at first sight = HELL YEA! XD
89. Heaven =  Yeah...
90. Santa Claus =  Nope.And never did.
91. Kiss on the first date = Depends :P

Bored.



Kay, i was really bored. So i went to picnik to edit these photos. Yeah that's how bored i was.

'180811

I remembered that day so clearly.
It was when i broke up with him. At that time, i didn't really know him. And i just said yes because i gave him a chance. Actually, i was falling for him. But, that time we were together, my feelings simply fade of. At that time, we lasted only for 3 days. And i was the one who asked for a break. At that time, my friends knew that i don't really love him. And i wrote a note to him telling to break. And he read it in Home Ec. And i was in Mother Tongue, in the library. I sent him a sms asking if we could be ' best friends ' i was really worried at that time. Haish. He finally replied. Well, from the way he replied. He was very upset. And when i bumped into him, he was all red. He was crying. Because of this. It was the first time a guy cried over me. I told him... " I'm sorry, can we just be best friends ? " He said yeah. And he asked for a hug. But, i couldn't i just couldn't. I wanted to hug him. Badly. But we're at school. So yeah. Okay so a few days passed and we were like closer, than ever. But, the funny thing is we still hug and kiss. Like we're a couple. And, he didn't ask any other girl for stead. Which was surprising. And i falling for him all over again. And this time, it's increasing. And, i wrote to him a letter saying how much i love him and all that, and i asked for patch. I think. I think right, it was the sweetest thing i ever wrote. And i think i made him cry. He wanted for patch as well. So, until now, we're still together. And i would never break up with him. Promise.

Love You no matter what

The kind of clothes i want !

Okay so i must have this kind of clothes. I don't know why. But now, i'm like into clothes. I really don't know what happen. But, it's awesome. You know why ? Because i get to express myself through clothes. LOL. 
 


Things i'm going to save up for♥

Okay, so now currently i'm working in Burger King. I want to start saving money, for the things i want and also the future. I mean it's better to save now then save later in the future right ? Well,  always wanted a DSLR camera, a lappy. And so on and so forth.

#1. NIKON DSLR

#2. LAPTOP

#3. Nokia Touch&Type

#4. More Nicer Clothes

#5. Ipod Touch

#6 Vans Shoes

#7 Converse

That's it ^^ hope i can have all of these

Saturday, 21 January 2012

Tears





Today was baddd.
You know why ? Because we fought again We fought about my friend urh. He's like 19 this year. And he 'likes' me. Well, appearnetly he called me. And i asked Devon if i could text him back and he simply replied " I don't control your life " or something like that. And he became moody. But, instead i smsed him. So yeah. At that time, it was raining. With Thunder and Lightning and all that. And, i'm scared of thunder. You never know when it's going to " BOOM ! " so yeah. After Devon saying that, there was this very loud thunder i jumped, got scared and cuddled myself. It was cold too. Okay, then he brought up this problem urh. It was about this two girls urh, his friends. And he thought i was jealous. Actually, i used to be. But now, not anymore. Because i know he won't leave me for them urh. He said that he could see it in my eyes that i was jealous. Maybe it was instinct or something. But, at that time i wasn't even paying attention to what he was saying. Also, he also said about me staring at soccer boys. I mean like it was already over. Why do you have to bring it up ? But, nevermind. Haiyaa. And when we walking back home that time, we were like not talking to each other. And when we reach one of the void deck, i was already very sad. So i went to the lift, hands trembling, and went to the second storey. I jumped whenever i saw lightning and closed my eyes whenever i see it. I was at the stairs all alone urh. I wanted someone to hug me and say " Shsss, i'm here, don't be afraid. I'm here...i'm here" haha, i guess i think too much. Or i expect to much. And at the same time, i wondered. If i was good enough for you because, we would always fight, i expect to much of you, sometimes i'm not always there, i'm like giving you so much problems almost everyday. But, the thing is, i love you. And i don't want you to break up with me. Anyways, i saw him coming down from the 3rd storey. And for the first time, i was scared, to see him. I looked away, tears started forming " Oh no...not now, please" i thought. I tried to held back my tears, but the tears were just too much or me to handle. And i started to cry like a baby. And, from behind, he said " Baby" and i cried somemore. He never left me. He was always there. At first, i thought he would leave me. But, in the end, he would never leave me 

Thursday, 19 January 2012

Box Love


I miss those Good Mornings and Good Nights

I missed you smsing me good morning and goodnight.
I mean like now, it's me who's smsing you all that. Haish, what happen ? What happen to the old us ? When we didn't fight at all ? Our relationship was all about smiles and laughter. Not, sadness and heartbreaks. I mean like, now i would be the one who sms you first. And remember last time, your long messages is all about how you love me or something like that ? But now, most of it is all heartbreaking to read. It really is. And, i know you have a problem with me looking at Soccer Boys. I know. Even if you denied it, deep inside. You almost felt the same way when i was like that. But, you do know that no matter what, i would still love you right ? And no, i don't love just because i want to make girls jealous. Pfftt, why should i ? Its just a waste of time. I love you for many reasons i cannot explain.
I just love you for many unexplained reasons.

Wednesday, 18 January 2012

Streaming.

Okay so this year, i'm Sec 2. And so, it's my streaming year. I really hope that i would be able to go to at 3E3 next year. That i won't drop to N(A) well, at the first part of this year, i didn't take seriously. I was like slacking all the way urh. Until today, well, 3 people told me to buck up. Dad, Ms Ng and Devon. My dad had a long talk with me about my streaming, Ms Ng told my dad about it and Devon scolded me because i didn't take it seriously. I then relised that it is really important. And i should do well in it. I should really buck up in maths. everyone knows i hate maths, but i need to do well. But, the thing is that my maths teacher sucks at teaching me maths. So i had to rely on Devon and my friends for help. Well, it kinda worked. I understood the first two chapters.
I really need to buck up.

Sunday, 15 January 2012

T h i r t e e n t h's

Baby, i miss you.Do you miss me like how i missed you ? 
Baby, you know, no one can replace you in my heart. That, no one is better at loving me than you. Baby, i know we've been through very tough times, like the time where we fought everyday. Because of simple things.  I'm sorry for all those times, Baby. But now, we rarely fight. Baby, thanks for being there for me. If it wasn't for you, i would have still be the bad me. Baby, if i didn't met you, i would fall in love with Jerks. Thank you for giving me the motivation for quiting smoking. I know, i caused you so much hurt, sadness, and anger. But, thank you for tolerating me, no matter how unbearable i can be. Sometimes i wonder, if i'm really the one for you. Because, you did so much for me. But, i know, that i love you more than anything else. But sometimes, i really don't know how to show my love for you. Baby, i would never leave you. i promise you that. And i would never break that promise. I know i'm to young to say this but, 
I want to spend my life with you. 

Saturday, 14 January 2012

Nights ?

Friday The 13th.

So today was friday the 13th. It was suppose to be an unlucky day, but, i guess you can say that urh. So it was my anniversary today. My first one. Well, it was the same as the rest of it. But, to me, every 13th is special.
Well, so i went to MacRitchie to meet my boyf. and then, we ate dinner and went to Toa Payoh. Anyways, my friend. Well, he finally got a girlfriend. I really cannot believe it. I am still in shock.

Thursday, 12 January 2012

Racism.

Okay, i don't like people judging other people based on your skin color.
in Singapore, people look down on the construction workers because their from China and India. So what if their smelly ? Yeah, so what ? But, they contributed to singapore by building shelter for you all right ? If not for them, we wouldn't have what we have now. And, we should count ourselves lucky. You know why ? Because, the workers live in houses which are infested with bugs, etc. But us leh ? To them, we're living in luxury. They come into singapore for work. To send their pays to their families at home, so that their families could survive. We shouldn't look down on them because of their social status or skin color. Recently, on STOMP, someone reported that the indian workers were taking pictures of girls sun tanning in the sun. And people, complained how dirty minded they were. Well, actually, their not at fault. They just wanted to be free from all the construction work. You know how tiring it is to do construction work ? The ladies look like they don't give a fuck. They just laid there.  They didn't move into another location. So why are you blaming the Indians ? Come on, basically, your judging based on their skin color. Actually, whether black or white, we're all the same. And we should be treated equally, not differently. So, don't judge people, especially construction workers by their skin color.

Monday, 9 January 2012

I miss you.

I'm sorry for all the stuff, i did, that almost broke our relationship apart. The lies i told, crushing on a guy. My jealousy, everything. Maybe, the problems are all my fault. I don't know why we're still together. But, i have a very strong feeling, we're mean't to last forever.
But, i guess. I'm changing. Because, i noticed that, i have become angry/irritated for no reason. Keeping quiet for no reasons. I guess, i'm releasing all the kept emotions inside of me. All the anger, pain, etc. Just now, i hung up while he was talking. Well, i feel kind of bad. Because he was saying " I love you " and i hung up. Actually, i didn't really do it purposely. I was kind of irritated at that time. Haish. I don't urh. But, by now he's sleeping. Yeah Kbye.

Iloveyou
xoxoxo

Sunday, 8 January 2012

Jealousy Kills.

I hate it whenever i get jealous. It will eventually cause a problem.
Like, yesterday. I got heartbroken. Again. I shouldn't have seen his message. I shouldn't have been a busybody, and see his messages. If i didn't see it. None of this would happen. But, the thing that hurt me the most is that, he lied to me. Saying that message was actually, a teacher sent that message. Saying all those bullshit lies. He promised, not to lie to me. He was the one who sent it. At that time, i kept everything to myself, the feelings of hurt, confusion and heartbreak. All i wanted to do was cry. But, i didn't i don't know why. But, i didn't.
He said, "At least better than crushing on a guy" he meant me crushing on this guy when he was away. At least, i didn't lied. I just kept it to myself. Because, that time, when he found out. I didn't like him anymore. I didn't make up a story that was obvious that was a lie to cover up the truth.
Please don't lie to me, again.

Saturday, 7 January 2012

Mirror.

                                                Uh, With everything happening todayYou don't know whether you're coming or goingBut you think that you're on your waylife lined up on the mirror, don't blow it (Whoo!)Look at me when I'm talking to youYou lookin' at me, but I'm lookin' through youI see the blood in your eyesI see the love in disguiseI see the pain hidden in your prideI see you're not satisfiedAnd I don't see nobody elseI see myselfI'm lookin' at the

Chorus - Bruno Mars:Mirror on the wallHere we are again (yeah)Through my rise and fall (uh)You've been my only friend (yeah)You told me that they canunderstand the man I amSo why are we hereTalking to each other again?

I see the truth in your liesI see nobody by your sideBut I'm with you when you're all aloneAnd you correct me when I'm lookin' wrongI see the guilt beneath the shameI see your soul through your windowpaneI see the scars that remainI see WayneI'm looking at the

Chorus - Bruno Mars:Mirror on the wallHere we are again (yeah)Through my rise and fall (uh-huh)You've been my only friend (my only friend)You told me that they canunderstand the man I am (they can understand)So why are we here (misunderstood)Talking to each other again?

Looking at me now, I can see my pastDamn, I look just like my fuckin' DadLight it up, that's smoke and mirrorsI even look good in a broken mirrorI see my Mama's smile, that's a blessingI see the change; I see the messageAnd no message coulda been any clearerSo I'm starting with the man in the

Chorus - Bruno Mars:Mirror on the wall (MJ taught me that)Here we are againThrough my rise and fall (uh)You've been my only friend (take 'em to Mars, man)You told me that they canunderstand the man I amSo why are weTalking to each other again?

Mirror on the wallHere we are again (yeah)Through my rise and fallYou've been my only friend (any questions)You told me that they can (I come to you)understand the man I am (you always have the answer)So why are we hereTalking to each other again?Mirror on the wall (Hey BP, looks like I did take 'em to Mars this time)So why are we talking to each other again?



Friday, 6 January 2012

The Things Inside Me.



I believe every girl's jealousy scale is different. Well, maybe for me. My jealous is around the highest level. I get jealous whenever he mentions his ex girlfriends names. Or his friends mention about his past. Also, i hated it whenever he disturbs girls. And then, lock me out. It's hurting. It really is. Since yesterday, i've been helding back tears. Till now. I want to cry so badly. But, i want someone's shoulder to cry on. I want your shoulder. Whenever i look at someone, i hope they see my pain, the tears. But, they don't some even make it worse. For months, when we started going steady, i've been trying to get rid of my jealousy. But, it always come back. No matter what. We've been fighting lately, haish. Every fight, makes me weaker. Makes my heart fragile. I always, wanted to settle this by having a fucking talk. But, when i find the right time, something came up. And we didn't do it. All i want is a long hug. A hug which is sincere. A hug which says i'm always here. A hug from you.
 I see the truth in your lies
I see nobody by your side
but I’m with you when you re all alone
And you correct me when Im lookin wrong
I see that guilt beneath the shame
I see your soul through your window pain
I see the scars that remain

baby, i love you. I love you no matter what. You're perfect for me. I don't how to explain. But, i know. That your perfect for me.


Tuesday, 3 January 2012

The end of the first day.

Well, today was tiring ! Well, when i reached school , i arrived there very early. Like EARLY. And i made fum of the sec one girls that their skirts were long like hell. Then, i was the first to seat down. And there was this china girl sitting behind me. And she didn't seat properly. And i actually say her *AHEM AHEM* i was like OMFG. And she was really that blur, because she from china what. Whatdoyouexpect ? And she's new in bendemeer. And after flag raising cermony, The Sec2/3/4/5 went to the hall. And i tell you it was SIAN TTM. We had a total of 2 LONGGGG talks. But, not like the Sec 4 and 5s they had 2 more to go. Count us lucky. Okay, so after that, we went back to class and did our intro to the new students. But, most of our classmates know each other very well. Yeah. And after that, we had history with our fast talking teacher. He talked fast. Like fast. And after that was torture. We had 4 period of the SAME teacher. And i tell you, i fell asleep during that time. My head was like bobbing away. And so did the some of the classmates. Haish, i hate school .

My first day of Sec 2

Well, today is going to be my first day of secondary two. Well, I'm actually still in the holiday mood. And my body clock is like scewed up. Because i have to wake a up sooooooo early just to bathe and and all that. Well, it sucks to be in sec two because i need to go for streaming, which means whether or not i would be going to 3NA or 3E next year. Well, i hope i go into 3E next year. I don't want to drop, because i need to stay for 3/2 more years. Anyways, my PE teacher is Tan Bac Cheng (TBC) aghhh, i really don't like his face. It's like a fricking monkey. And, i got this bitchy girl coming into our class. Confirm very...guai one. She's from 1N1 and now she's going into 2E3, my class. And also, there's would also be 2 more indians coming. I think i know who. Actually, i met with them before and also talk to them. They like to talk alot and also step smart. No offence but, i don't like people to show off their smart. I mean like, come on. We know your smart. Don't need to rub it into our faces. And we have already one person in my class doing that job. We don't need a few more people to rub it in too.
Gosh, and also, today i'm going to see all the blur blur secondary ones. Maybe they would be like me when i was secondary one ;  Blur. Like, get lost somewhere in school and end up going for the wrong classes. But, i didn't do that. Just saying. When i reach school, there's going to be a LONG talk by the principal just for the Sec Ones. Welcoming into our school. Actually, i just don't care about them at all. But, when i say long, i really mean long. And after that, we have our fucking annoying attire checks. Where they would be checking our hair and socks, skirts/pants. Basically, EVERYTHING. And, confirm i'm going to get into trouble because of ; My Fringe ( Touching my eye ? ), My Skirt ( Always to short of school standards ) and my socks ( Too Short ) I mean like, why does it fucking matter ? It's our attire, it really just a waste of time. Okay, so i'm off now. Kbye.
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